fear always remains

Fear always remains. A man may destroy everything within himself, love and hate and belief, and even doubt; but as long as he clings to life he cannot destroy fear: the fear, subtle, indestructible, and terrible, that pervades his being; that tinges his thoughts; that lurks in his heart; that watches on his lips the struggle of his last breath.

~Joseph Conrad, An Outpost of Progress.

Every man tries to suck his own wang. I have, you have, your husband has, your brother has.
~J. Cheema

Fin? Non, non, juste le début





From the editor:
I never kept journals or diaries when I was younger, partly because that's a pretty faggy thing for a man to do, but mostly because I can't think of much that would be more embarrassing than if someone would to read them.

The strangely effeminate J probably never had the former concern, but apparently never considered the latter.


Enjoy.